What the fuck just happened

 A dramatic take on life :3

1.3.25 

So what the fuck just happend

Uhhh idk tw: parents?? 

I was just writing and texting my best friend, A, who's in another school if we could call, while my parents were on the other side of the room discussing my brother's communion and who to invite, where, when and I also think they were wondering where to go this summer since we always go to my grandma's house and my grandparents. Then my mom started saying about how when we're at my dad's parent's house, he always goes to random places and leaves us alone with nothing to do, since usually we go to the beach all together .

I don't know how exactly it got there, but then it became a mess of them screaming as loud as they could to eachother across the table, before my dad started bashing whatever he had in his hands on the table (since he was sitting down) before standing up and I don't know...  Then my mom turned around to her back and her voice started to sound like she was gonna cry and ran upstairs and then I was just shocked, because they did disagree sometimes, naturally, but it never got to this point as far as I can remember.

 And although I was acting like I was minding my business and not listening to the conversation, I was and I froze completely when that all started. My dad followed her upstairs and I didn't know what he was about to do because you never know, but I couldn't for 5 minutes. Then when I did stand up, I fell to my knees again because I physically felt like I couldn't, but that's been like that since Wednesday so yeah, but then I also started crying (?) which is weird because I'm not the type of person to cry easily. Then when I finally managed to stand up, I went upstairs and my mom was at the top of the stairs, and my dad like 2 meters infront of her. Just to make sure nothing was gonna happen.

Then my brother came out of our room, which is next to the top of the stairs and was like "wtf just happened" but went downstairs before he got his question answered. I don't want him to see all this, he just turned 10, after all. And he's gonna go to his friend's house today so I don't want him to stop being happy because of what just happened.

I'm back in the living room writing this, I don't know where my dad is, my brother's in the basement for wtv reason and my mom's upstairs still. There hasn't been a word spoken for about 20 minutes now and my hands are shaking just typing this, but I still want to. So are my legs, which my laptop is on, so excuse me if there's any typos.

Oh never mind wtf they're talking. My dad is mad asf, idk how to say it in english but in Italian it's "incazzato" and my mom is laughing saying 

"stop it now, I'm tired." I guess it's better now, but I'm still scared. They disagree on something everyday, and what if it gets to this point over and over? 

This all, and more that I didn't write ab, happened in the span of like 20 mins??

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