Shitpost #1 - Pictures from the internet

                      A dramatic take on life :3

17.2.25 (posted 21.2.25)

From the title, you already know what this is about, so yeah, here they are;

 

                                                    

 

Updated Intro!

   A dramatic take on life :3

16.2.25

My name is Viatore, but you can call me Vi!   

This is gonna be my 2nd introduction, a year after my 1st one!

 Im gonna write about my day whenever I have the motivation/remember to. Or sometimes about how I feel, or random shitposts

Here's a little ab me:

 ♡ I either post a lot everyday or just disappear for a year until I remember ♡

 ♡ I go by He/Him/His, I'm trans, omnisexual but still questioning my sexuality (might b gay?) and I sometimes use neopronouns in my head! ♡

♡ Im swiss, Italian and got the Luxembourgish nationality last year! ♡

♡ I can speak Italian, German, Luxembourgish, English, French and Swedish! I can also understand Spanish, Portoguese + some Dutch ♡

♡ My fav artists are Omar Rudberg, Babymetal, Millionaires, Marina and many different vocaloid producers! ♡

♡ I love writing stories, however, I don't post them on the internet but I may put some here on my blogs. my longest story, which does't actually have a name yet, is 112 pages long. Actually, it's not really a story... It's fanfiction that I gave up writing on in May last year. 

But I also really love dancing and singing, but I can't participate in courses rn since I'm really tired. ♡

♡ My fav games are Roblox, Project Sekai, Needy Streamer Overload, Doki Doki Literature club, SpeakForYou and Class Of '09 games (not the flipside tho)  ♡

♡  My fav apps are Tiktok, Soundcloud, Block Blast, Pinterest, Netflix and Spacehey (I got kicked from Myspace) ♡

♡ I love Scene/Emo/McBling/Gyaru styles  (And i say 'sorry' way too many times) ♡

I also have other socials ofc: (these r the ones I remember)

My tiktok >.<

Soundcloud <3

SpaceHey -.-

Roblox xp 

Pinter3st

Twitter!!

Uh, I dont know what else to say  (again)

IM SEEING MY FAV ARTIST IN THREE DAYS?!??!?!!!!! HOLY FUCK!

        A dramatic take on life :3

15.2.25 

SEEING MY FAV ARTIST IN MILAN AFTER 2 YEARS!!!! HOLY FUCK!

I'll be in Milan on the 18th to see Omar, and I'm so fucking excited! I'll be driving there for 8 hours, which is great because I love long car rides. And because I'm going to Milan for the first time in my whole LIFE!! And i'll also see him in Cologne on the 24th, but I'll talk ab Milan now.

"Why are you driving all the way there, you could go to Cologne only since it's the closest" My family were already planning to go to Italy, and I found out he's gonna preform there so I'm like,

"damn, I really wanna go, I'd also be able to meet other fans that I can speak in my native language with! That's so cool!" People act as if it's some super-shocking thing that I've never been to any of the major cities in Italy like Milan, Rome, Florence, etc... and that the only one I've been to is Pescara because I'm from there.  

I'm listening to Pull Up as I'm writing this, I love this song, especially when it's like near the end of the song and you hear more singing under the actual song. I have no idea how to describe it, but it so fun listening to it. It's so underrated too. I mean, a ton of his songs are. But that'll change.  

But I'm also kinda STRESSED because I'm leaving on Monday and I've *barely* packed. No, I haven't packed at all, yet even have an outfit.

Today I was also supposed to hang out with my bestfriend and another friend but my bsf said to postpone it to next week so we have more time. Guess what? I'll be in Cologne next week, so no ❤️ And my other friend was already at the mall when my bsf decided next week, so he was kinda pissed, and I was sad. Why? My bsf moved schools and because her school and home is in the city, 20 minutes away, we barely get to see eachother. Plus, her parents are strict asf and I don't know if they like me 100% at this point. 

(Writing this after the rant you're about to read; This is just me yapping about my brother, you can skip if you want. I'll put the text in a diff color so you know when I stop ranting)

My mom could tell I was sad, so she brought me to get some Ice cream hoping it'd make me feel better, but ofcourse my brother had to try to make everything about him again. Like, on the bus, we were standing up holding ourselves using the like, polls? I dunno what they're called, but then he started swinging around them and not staying in place, almost bumping into multiple people and overall being very loud and rude when answering my mom. Here's something he's actually said; 

"Just because you're 50 and don't know how to have fun doesn't mean that I'm not allowed!" Like fuck you, that's your MOTHER. She calmly kept trying to tell him to stay in one place, that it's disrespectful. Because you obviously can't go swinging yourself around a poll on a bus. But nobody ever seems to understand my pov when explaining this. Also when we arrived there, he just lay on the floor with no explanation in the middle of an empty, flat place right next to the mall. It's dirty on there, why?!?!? 

Then, we were in the mall. We had just entered to take ice cream, buy some things we needed and leave. No, he decided he wanted to go visit every fucking store. I just waited outside, even if it was a store I liked, like Claire's because I cannot stand being in the same room as him. He then leaves Claire's, and when I'm distracted on my phone at one point, he just takes the lollipop I had in my mouth and throws it in the trash can close to where I was sitting. Mamma just told me to stop being so dirstracted and they moved on. The fuck did I do to him?

 We did get Ice-cream, and when we sat down he sat in another place then where me and my mom were sitting and tried to say that we did something wrong or some shit, causing another scene. We then went to Mediamarkt, because free will exists. I was looking at the vinyls while my brother kept trying to convince mamma to buy an ender-dragon plushie that was 35 EURO!  But of course, because he's little and 'only' 10 years old and he's been 'so good' so she bought it. 

Something about him annoys me so much. And there will be no "oh but he's only 10 years old!" Because I don't really care, he insane. Though sometimes even if he says Mean stuff to me, I don't really care anymore because I'm so used to it. 

"You're an ugly fat bitch" I'm pretty underweight but okay if you say so.

Like, my parents know about the fact that I've been at my lowest since like December 2023, and they brought me to 1 therapy session in January 2024. The guy said I'm completely fine and that it was just a 'shock'. Yeah, and you don't think about the fact that I might've lied about the amount of times I've harmed myself? Obviously I'm not gonna trust some random stranger about these things. Then I got told that he wasn't a good therapist and that I need to see a better one. 

I never got to see a new one, thank fuck. 

Okay but IM SO EXCITED (there's a link because it's a reference so y not) FOR THE CONCERT(S)!!! I'm gonna go to both with my mom because I'm not old enough to be in big cities all alone at like 9pm :cry: 

Toucing grass but I can't

 

         A dramatic take on life :3

10.2.25 (posted on 15.2.25)

For once in my life i finally wanted to go touch grass but now I can't.

Fuck, that was phrased horribly, lemme try again.

So basically, I'm almost never allowed to go outside alone even if it's to the grocery store 1 minute walk from my house. And today is my 1st day on holiday, and I dunno why but I have this urge to go outside to like the mall or something, so I was wondering if any of my friends were availible to like hang out, since most people in the groupchat live close and basically everyone I know always goes there. I'm never surprised when I see someone I know. Like, last time I went there was last month, and I saw 5 of my classmates, 1 ex-classmate, 2 of my teachers and 6 people from other classes in my school. 

I asked if anyone was free in the school groupchats we have, containing about 40 members and guess what? Apparently, two people replied, saying they had work to do *today*, when they never have any, and others just viewed my message saying nothing. One girl asked me at what time we could meet up so I replied "like 14:30 or 3pm" and then she completely ghosted me afterwards. 

But now guess what? We have a groupchat where all the admins give updates and news about gc stuff and I just found out half of them are chilling at a small, empty football field in the city next to mine (about 5 minutes with a bus from here to there) and nobody told me. They went to get snacks and drinks, talked about random shit, played games together on their phones, normal teenager stuff... (Apart from drugs and alc0h0l). 

And I won't even be able to go anywhere I actually want to go to tomorrow because I need to attend my brother's fuckass doctor appointment that has nothing to do with me at like 11am. I asked if I could just stay home, but all I got was a stern no, although I don't understand because I don't really have anything to do with my brother. Also because I noticed that they tell my family about my brother, but they also 'discreetly' observe us attentively and monitor our movements, expressions and everything in their heads, which makes me uncomfortable, knowing my every move is being closely looked at

But anyways, yeah, I'm gonna have to deal with it sadly.