A dramatic take on life :3

27.2.26

Hihi oh my fucking god, it's almost already the end of the month?!?!?!11?!'?!?1'11'?

I just remembered that last time I saw Z, I was never able to tell her how I feel, and when I was at the peak of love for her, I then never saw her again. Which I feel really shitty of, because she was my first love. I still remember how she looked like when she was in fourth grade, but years and years have passed since that. We are both much older now...

Which could apply to Leon too. Last time we physically saw eachother was June 27th of last year. It's been exactly 8 months since that. I feel like shit. I also found out my psychiatrist knows about Leon, but I'll write about that later.

BUT about that comment about Z, FEAR NOT!!! BECAUSE GUESS WHAT?? 

Tomorrow, my school is hosting it's 10th year anniversary party. The whole school can attend, while it's obligatory for students in the secondary section (like me) to attend, do atleast one activity and stay for THREE hours!! And they're gonna monitor you. So basically, tomorrow over three thousand people are going to gather together at the school in the town near mine. Which means, Z is going to be there!! 

Because get this! My school has two campuses, and I go to the first but least mentioned one. The one where all the cool parties are hosted, events, and where 60% of students are is the other campus. And tomorrow the festival is going to happen there. There's also going to be a disco from 7pm to 11pm which I didn't get tickets when they were selling them Tuesday-Thrusday (I was absent Thrusday and today, I'm sick) but J told me you can buy them tomorrow as well. My whole class is going, and hundreds of other students aswell. I think it's going to be fun, but I can never hope too much for school-organised parties. 

Sooo... I guess I'll write after I'm done with how it went :3