A Dramatic Take On Life

A dramatic take on life :3

4.2.24, sunday 

Skl's cancelled tmrw idk why but I have no idea what to do and being at home is bascially being in hell until i turn 18. Can't wait until i get out.

Or maybe ill be dead before i even turn 17? Who knows? 

I just had a small argument with one of my boy classmates and it was actaully pretty funny cuz it looked like he had no idea on how to argue and just kept saying slurs. I tried playing mm2 on roblox with my brother in a pub server since we always play in my priv serv but he rage quit since he's really, really, really dramatic. I dont blame him tho since i guess he always watches me play mm2 and always sees me rage and all dat. as i'm writing this i'm listening to 'catch me if you can' by Babymetal since it's one of my fav songs and im dressed up writh at least 15 bracelets on each arm, a pink striped shirt, purple and black striped socks that reach until my knees and a leoparded skirt with pink stars on them. 

 5.2.24, monday

it's 11:04 rn so i'm technically not allowed for another hour cz my mom made this stupid rule that we can't use any devices until 12 pm that we have been doing for YEARS and its getting annoying as fuck. and if you're wondering y im writing its cuz she's outside talking w the neighbours a bit. 

Now i'm listening to 'purge the poison' by marina and my little brother, Emmanuel is downstairs screaming while playing a spongebob game on roblox with his friend daks. I didn't have the enrgy to change into my pyjamas yesterday night so i'm wearing the same clothes as yesterday. Also, just in case i die i will with these clothes. Hey! atleast they're nice.  

I just came back from Cora, the store where I usually go to buy literally anything, but its not like a drugstore.

 I went into the electronics section and I found my irl bsf's mom. She also saw me and told me my bsf was sumwhere w her sister and I swear to god I have never ran so quickly in my life just to find where she is cuz the store is MASSIVE. When I found her, her sister left and we went to play around with the games we could try, secretly tried on childish headbands and in the meanwhile people were looking a us like we escaped a mental asylum. I can't blame them tho cz I was wearing black eyeshadow all around my eyes a little like Johnnie Guilbert.

She left after an hour or so, so i went immedeately to the energy drinks section cz I NEEDED one asap. 

Then,  there was this man that looked like he was about 56, taking pics of me while i was in the energy drinks section on call with my friend group. He took a picture and i ran away, leaving the call just by saying "fuck it" and about  1 hour later I went home, shaking and now I sent them a 10-minute-long voice msg saying what happend.

After i sent the msg to them my brother came in my room, and I asked him to leave the room multiple times, before I finaly lost it and threw a pillow at him. He went downstairs and came back with my dad's old baseball bat made of wood and pretended to hit me, but after a while I accidentally (seriously, i didn't do it on purpose) made the bat hit his head and that's when he finally lost it. he hit me in the head, on the leg and ran off

It still hurts A LOT, although i wish he hit me in the head harder so I would start crying more, people would actually care about me for once and i would've died. I wish I did.

Andd yea idk what 2 say.. baii >:33