A Dramatic Take On Life

 A dramatic take on life :3

10.2.24

10:17

HIIII I js came back from hell since I got in trouble and wasnt able to use my phone, pc or tv. 

I want to shoot myself so badly. But that not the reason ( I always wanna) 

On thursday (2 days ago) the school was so nice they let us put on fits for carnival so wednesday night was stressful since I had to go search for the perfect clothes since I was going to be Janis Ian from Mean Girls. My other friends, Bea, was going to be Karen (Bea does NOT have blonde hair, so thats y she later changed into a gymnast since she is one), Gabby was going to be Regina (and OMG she looked so good, and also Bea did!!) Lea was Cady (plz tell me if thats not how u spell her name) and Sofi the other plastic. I forgot her name but i think it started with G or something. It takes me a long time to remember the names of characters in a movie now.

The SECOND i stepped out of the car to get into school on thursday, I got a bunch of weird stares by some people but I didn't really give a fuck since they were these nike guys that we all hate and some 'preppies' wearing those preppy nirvana sweaters. In my opinion, they are so weird I dont think its socially acceptable. God, who will tell them they're a BAND and not a BRAND???? For fucks sake.  Anyways, I had smokey eyes obviously and I actually really looked like Janis and a real emo, straight (I'm not) from 2004. 

The day was too long but lemme just say we had a whole ass party in the classroom since the first 2 hrs there was no teacher and we all got called into the principals office >.<

As I'm finished writing this, it's 11th Feb 2024, 00:54 my eyes hurt so fucking badly and im 97% sure im hihgh.

 BAIIII :3